Won't you take me too, funkytown?

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Unfamiliar ground.
Dreamy
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I took this picture last year driving back from southern Oregon by myself in that work truck.

I listened to M. Ward the whole drive back.



I feel a little tired. I'm going to make some tea.

Life is feeling surreal.

You can't believe it's all really real, you don't know how to act you don't know how to feel.

You think it's a joke just like in the sixth grade when Nick asked you out and then laughed in your face.

and I'm doing really good but it feels a little like balancing on a ball sometimes. or. It feels like I'm concentrating on staying on top of it instead of just feeling it and trusting that things will be good.
Enjoy yourself Spencer. You've earned it.

Relax relax.


Transition.

Matthew just left.



I want to start taking pictures again. I've almost been doing it.

My life is pretty great lately.
and I think I'm lucky and things are good.
But yes, a little afraid it's just a trick.
I'm not used to this new reality.



I've been trying to write you a poem all day...














A nice heart and a white suit and a giant fucking crush on this girl.

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i want a fancy camera like you have so bad. SO BAD. and you have one so you know, it is your responsibility to take beautiful pictures of me and of how amazing life is or something.

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seeing the first picture going through my pictures is what made me make this entry, it's so nice. also it is so reminiscent for me, so full of feeling. i remember that feeling. that truck, that drive, the lonesomeness, the comfort though, america, oregon, big red truck in the middle of nowhere, drivin home alone from a week being so isolated and strange feeling. feeling excited to come back.

and i was taking that last picture from behind my head so it was really hard to frame, i tried a few times and most of them were all head.

I will take my camera out and stick it in your face soon. I hear M. Ward when I see the top picture and its so good.

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